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Monday, November 29, 2010

Jae cried and YooSu cried with him

Monday 29th November 2010
Jae said in his twitter...

어젠..그냥 약 1년이란시간동 마음속에 가두고만있던 무언가가 "빵"하고 터지면서 시작된 울음이 처음 유천이가 위로해줘서 또울고,.준수가위로해줘서 또울고..다같이모여서 "사랑한다""꼭영원하자.."란말하면서 또 어깨춤추면서..울고..준수형 유천이형 고마워


Yesterday.. I started crying because something inside of my heart, that I had been locking away for the past year, just seemed to burst out with a "Bang", and I cried again when Yoochun came to comfort me,. And then I cried again when Junsu came to comfort me.. Then we all got together and said "I love you""We have to be eternal.." to each other, danced.. and cried..Thanks Junsu hyung and Yoochun hyung (8:28pm KST) (trans by tohosomnia)

I felt myself tearing-up as well. I remember the lyrics of one of their songs, Begin

泣きたい時は泣けばいいから
It's okay if you cry when you want to
ねえ 無理はしないで
It's not unreasonable
涙涸れたら 笑顔はひらく
When a tear dries, a smile lights up your face.
ほら、もう笑ってる
Look, you are already laughing

I want to tell Jaejoong that... I want him to cry when he wants to and not to worry anymore and that everything will be alright.

Monday, November 15, 2010

I'm not going to cry anymore

I'm not going to cry anymore

But as I say this, my eyes stings from the tears I refuse to shed

Acceptance

I guess I'm in that stage right now...

"TVXQ can no longer be..."

No, I don't think I can say it. I lied. I still don't want to accept it.

December 2003, TVXQ started.
It's almost 7 years since they started living their one common dream. It's been more than 7 years since they've met. 7 long years... It's way too long to be easilty taken for granted.

"Are they still friends?"

"Do they still see each other?"

"Do they call each other?"

Before I used to answer these questions with, "Of course!" But as time goes by it gets harder and harder to believe.

I used to dream about TVXQ coming to my country for a concert but now I dream of something bigger than that. A dream that is becoming more and more impossible to come true.

I want them to be together. They don't have to be back as TVXQ because being in TVXQ has caused them so much pain. I just want them together. Just... together. Just like how they used to.

One thing I learned from this fan-idol kind of love is selflessness. Although we always say, "Please come back as TVXQ." there's always a "but if you don't want to we understand" right after.

"Always Keep the Faith"

Even though I can't count the number of times I said those words, I meant them every single time. Besides there is no other option for me but to believe. Otherwise it will hurt me so fucking much that I wouldn't even dare think about it.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Itsudatte Kimi Ni PV by JYJ



Jaejoong's smile is so sad. Makes me want to cry.. *sniff* *sniff*

いつだって君に
Itsudatte Kimini
To you, always

君だけに逢いたかったよ  いつだって逢いたかったよ
Kimidakeni aitakattayo itsudatte aitakattayo
We wanted to see just only you, we always wanted to see you

今は抱きしめてい るよ 君のすべてを
Imaha dakishimete iruyo kimino subetewo
We are hugging you, hugging you entirely

微笑みを許してよ ただ僕らのために
Hohoemiwo yurushiteyo tada bokurano tameni
Please forgive our smiles, they are just for our own

きっと交わす日に また光が射すから
Kitto kawasu hini mata hikariga sasu kara
The light should stream when we can smile once again

涙のゆくえ 言葉なくして
Namidano yukue kotoba nakushite
Our tears flow, we are lost for words

本当の心 失っていた
Hontouno kokoro ushinatteita
We have been losing our true hearts

感じた涙 乾く涙なら
Kanjita namida kawaku namida nara
Our emotional tears, which were able to dry up

見えない絆でしっかりつながれていた
Mienai kizunade shikkari tsunagareteita
We were strongly tied by invisible bonds

そうもう一度  言わないで行けるんだ
Sou mouichido iwanaide yukerunda
We will be able to start again, without saying any words

たとえ巡る時が
Tatoe meguru tokiga
Even though the passing days are…

そうもういいから 夢の続き探し始めてみない か・・・
Sou mouiikara yumeno tsuduki sagashi hajimete minaika …
We will walk ahead, searching for our dreams once more

君だけに逢いたかっ たよ いつだって逢いたかったよ
Kimidakeni aitakattayo itsudatte aitakattayo
We wanted to see just only you, we always wanted to see you

気持ちを伝えるた めに ここへ来たんだ
Kimochiwo tsutaeru tameni kokohe kitanda
We came here to convey our feelings

寂しさも応えたよ ただ君を信じて
Samishisamo kotaetayo tada kimiwo shinjite
The loneliness really hurt us, but, believing in you

ずっとありがとう その想いがあるから
Zutto arigatou sono omoiga arukara
Thank you for your love, we are sharing the same thoughts

悲しくなる 僕た ちの幸せは
Kanashikunaru bokutachino shiawaseha
We are sad to know that our happiness

僕たちの答えが 何か大切なものを知ってたんだ
Bokutachino kotaega nanika taisetsuna monowo shittetanda
Our answer knows, what is the most important thing

安らぎだけで触れあえるものを 感じていたいのに涙がどんな時も
Yasuragi dakede fureaeru monowo kanjite itainoni namidaga donna tokimo
We just wanted to feel comfort, enjoying the closeness, but there are only tears

そう他の誰かではなく めぐりあえた意味があるね
Sou hokano darekadehanaku meguriaeta imiga arune
There is a meaning that we were able to meet the only one

今 願いを話せるね
Ima negaiwo hanaserune
We are able to speak about our wishes now

そう君のための 僕でいたい
Sou kimino tameno bokude itai
We want to be our true selves, for you

忘れずにいてほしいよ
Wasurezuni itehoshiiyo
Please do not forget us

君だけに逢いたかったよ いつだって逢いたかったよ
Kimidakeni aitakattayo itsudatte aitakattayo
We wanted to see just only you, we always wanted to see you

今は抱きしめてい るよ 君のすべてを
Imaha dakishimete iruyo kimino subetewo
We are hugging you, hugging you entirely

微笑みを許してよ ただ僕らのために
Hohoemiwo yurushiteyo tada bokurano tameni
Please forgive our smiles, they are just for our own

きっとこの先に また光は射すから
Kitto konosakini mata hikariha sasukara
The light should stream when we can smile once again

君だけに逢いたかったよ いつだって逢いたかったよ
Kimidakeni aitakattayo itsudatte aitakattayo
We wanted to see just only you, we always wanted to see you

気持ちを伝えるために ここへ来たんだ
Kimochiwo tsutaerutameni kokohe kitanda
We came here to convey our feelings

寂しさも応えたよ ただ 君を信じて
Samishisamo kotaetayo tada kimiwo shinjite
The loneliness really hurt us, but, believing in you

ずっとありがとう その想いがあるから
Zutto arigatou sono omoiga arukara
Thank you for your love, we share the same feelings

君だけに逢いたかったよ いつだって逢いたかったよ
Kimidakeni aitakattayo itsudatte aitakattayo
We wanted to see just only you, we always wanted to see you

今も抱きしめているよ 君のすべてを
Imamo dakishimete iruyo kimino subetewo
We are hugging you, hugging you entirely

微 笑みを許してよ ただ僕らのために
Hohoemiwo yurushiteyo tada bokurano tameni
Please forgive our smiles, they are just for us

きっとこの先に また光が射すから
Kitto konosakini mata hikariga sasukara
The light should stream when we can smile once again

Source: bati848 & smiley @ OneTVXQ.com
Translation: smiley @ OneTVXQ.com
Special thanks: chara1019
Credits: OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Two Stages One TVXQ

Aish... Can't stop the tears from falling again.. *sniff* *sniff*

I'm reading fanaccounts from SM Town concert and A-nation and I know I should've done this days ago but since I don't want to be depressed I decided not to read them...

My sister keeps saying.. "hey, have you read... have you seen...? blah blah blah..."
I just keep telling her, "nope, not interested."
That was a lie. Since when did I stop caring for TVXQ?

Its been days since I read DBSKnights.net and I know I missed so much already.
In the end I couldn' take it anymore so I decided to visit the site knowing exactly what was there...
Fanaccounts and fancams from the two separate concerts that happened at the same day.

I saw pictures of red ocean... (I mean the audience is almost filled with red light sticks which makes it looks like a red ocean. I said almost because although it's SM Town more than half of the audience are TVXQ fans. That makes me a proud cassiopeia. See how amazing we are?)
Red balloons flying in the air...
Videos of Cassiopeia screaming at the top of their lungs...
Pictures of Jun-chan and his new blonde hair...
Stories about Jaejoong being emotional and even went a little off key and the unconfirmed fact that he cried in the end (I was hoping he wouldn't)
Stories about fans crying while listening to JYJ sing W...
Fans complaining about having to choose which one to attend between the two concerts...
HoMin singing a new song... (Like JYJ they decided to release a new album soon. They still carry the name Dong Bang Shin Ki and without the other 3 it just makes me so sad)
HoMin saying.."Annyeonghaseyo Dong Bang Shin Ki imnida..."

This made me stop for a second because I remember the times they were saying those same lines but this one is different. Because instead of five it was just the two of them.

Then I cried...

No matter how cute or how cool or how amazing their performances were in those two concerts there will always be the sad reality that they were in two different stages...

I wonder if I will be able to see them in the same stage singing the same songs again...
Darn.. Didn't I say I'll always keep the faith?
Sometimes I really hate myself for thinking negative things. Why can't I just patiently wait and believe it will happen?
Darn it.. *cursing myself a little more*

Hello we are...

August, 2010
SMTown '10
Seoul, South Korea

Yunho & Changmin said, "Annyeonghaseyo dong bang shin ki imnida..."
"Annyeonghaseyo cassiopeia imnida", the audience replied in unison..

Damn.. I'm crying again...
I miss those words but I don't think I wanted to hear them yet...
Coz if it's not the five it's not Dong Bang Shin Ki.
"hello we are dong bang shin ki..."
I wonder if I'll be able to hear those five guys say those words again...
Until then I'll always keep the faith

Monday, August 2, 2010

I Love TVXQ because they're TVXQ

It's already been a year since the lawsuit started...
Although it feels like I've been waiting forever, I'm definitely not gonna stop waiting now...
Because TVXQ is worth every effort and love that we, Cassies, give them...
They say that love grows stronger during the difficult times...
I understand it now.
I'm not being foolish and this kind of fandom is not about being crazy over an idol.
So please don't think it that way...

Please...

It's already hard enough for us that we couldn't see them together so please don't make it even harder by looking at us like some sort of crazed fans.
We do shed tears for them. And they also shed tears for us. They always try their best because they don't want to disappoint us and I think right now they feel sorry for disappointing us (when there is actually no reason to be). You might find it funny but we really are hurting. Because you see, for us, TVXQ are like friends. We share some sort of a bond that you probably wouldn't understand. In life there are people who will touch our lives and it just so happened that TVXQ touched mine.

Many years ago, they were asked, If TVXQ breaks up, what will you want to do as an individual?
YooChun said “Ill be composing songs. Our DBSK songs.”
Recently he composed a song together with Jaejoong and Junsu with these lyrics,

The letters that the stars created in the night sky
I still believe that it is not just by chance
In the same darkness, in the same distance
We are painting the W in the same way
The words that you murmured to the stars shining in the night sky
We still believe that it is not “Good bye”
Under the same sky, dreaming the same dream
We are still searching for the W
We will always shine in the same shape
We believe that we can laugh together with you once again

The W is the constellation Cassiopeia so by saying "We will always shine in the same shape" and "We still believe that it is not “Good bye”"
I know they want to be back to the way they were before. But then they couldn't ...
So how can I not cry when I see their heart break like this?

With the same question Yunho answered like this:
“If that does happen, I will gather my members again As the leader of DBSK.”
And so we are still holding on to that promise...

When Jaejoong, Junsu and Micky held their concert last June in Osaka, Japan they said, "we didn't want to cry because we know you came here to see us smile". But in the end they still cried and 40 000 fans cried with them.
You will never understand it, I know. How I can be so affected by something like this.
But you won't understand it because you never tried to understand...
You might be thinking I'm stupid for liking someone who speaks a language I couldn't even understand. But I guess people who are not open minded enough to try new things are the stupid ones. People who are so influenced by a culture they're grew up with and those who are just blindly following the norm.

I know there are a lot of singers much better than TVXQ. Who sings better than TVXQ and dances better than TVXQ. But TVXQ are the only ones who touches my heart everytime I watch them perform. Because everytime they perform I remember their dorkiness, their love for each other, and the hard times they've been through. They are true and honest people and there is no hint of pretense in their lives. Other artist look up to them because they're good-mannered and polite. They say whatever they want and do whatever they like without thinking about their image being ruined. They are just normal people who likes to have fun and live their dream.

So why do I love TVXQ? It's because they're TVXQ. I've never seen anyone like them and I doubt if I ever will...

Sunday, August 1, 2010

One Year

It's been a very long year. Time seems to slow down when you're waiting...

It's already been a year since Jaejoong, Junsu, and Micky filed a law suit against SM Entertainment. Their action changed everything.

For TVXQ...

And for Cassiopeia as well...

Both TVXQ and Cassiopeia matured a lot this past year.
Personally, I think I learned a lot after meeting TVXQ.
Meeting them is one of the best things that happened to me...
I learned how to give my best in everything because that's how TVXQ have always been...
I learned to laugh my heart out just like a kid even for the smallest reasons...
I learned to be kind to other people because that's what TVXQ is... kind, polite and humble...
Most of all I learned to cry even for the smallest reasons...

Like a song playing...
The raindrops on the window...
Or a picture of someone I'm longing to see...

And right now, I feel like crying again because I miss them so much...
And I won't stop missing them till they finally found each other again...
No matter how many years pass...
I'll Always Keep the Faith

Monday, July 26, 2010

Am I such a weird person?

There are times when I ask myself that question...
For one thing, I'm in love with TVXQ. Whenever I mention them to my friends they say, "who the heck are they?"
Because you see, unlike in Japan and Korea, in my country TVXQ is not very famous. They might have heard about Super Junior but never TVXQ.

That's why I'm working so hard to spread the love for TVXQ.
I guess that's the only thing left for me to do.
Although sometimes it's good to know there are only few Filipinos who knows them. Less competition I must say...

A very long time had already passed since they stopped their group activities. But even now, I never let a day passes by without listening to their songs, watching their videos, and checking news on the internet.

Whenever I meet with my friends who I've never seen for a very long time, I always talk about TVXQ until they couldn't take it anymore and say, "what the heck are you talking about?"

I think I've always been weird in their eyes. Whenever they talk about local artists or new american singers I always try to make an effort to join the conversation and pretend that I'm interested. But it doesn't always work out because in my mind I always compare TVXQ to those singers and thought about things that make TVXQ more amazing than they are.

And then the conversation becomes so boring that I wish I was at home instead listening to TVXQ. But when I do, I'll start getting depressed again because I feel so frustrated I couldn't see them anymore and that I couldn't hear new songs from them anymore...

I guess this is all the same for every Cassies out there...

Friday, July 23, 2010

The Man I Love

I'm in love...

Its a stupid, hopeless, weird kind of love..

I love someone which I know will never be mine.

He made me laugh so many times
Made me cry so many times
And yet he doesn't even know I exist.

His name is Kim Jaejoong.


A fan said,
You will never truly understand
When compliments turn into admiration
When praise turns into obsession
When idolization turns into love

That's exactly what happened to me

I love him not because he's so perfect..
In fact I love every imperfections in him.
He's clumsy, he falls down a lot, drops his mic, make mistakes... But I love him nevertheless

I hate him too
I hate it when he is in pain but he tries to put up a brave face and pretend it doesn't hurt.
That's exactly what he's doing now..
Stupid Jaejoong doesn't even know there are hundred thousands of people who wanted to share his pain


I know lots of people love him. Others even love him more than I do.
I'm just one of the million, one insignificant speck from the red ocean that loves Jaejoong

He will never be my boyfriend but if for some sheer luck I had the chance
I don't think I wanted to be his girlfriend either...

Stupid I know...

But he has a very bright personality and I'm scared I'll be a burden just because I'm too boring

But nevertheless I still love him.
And my dream is for him to see me...
He doesn't have to remember my face...
Just make him spare a glance..
That's all...

A Letter to TVXQ

I just wanted to share this letter that made me cry because it's so true and I feel the same way...

Letter from a Chinese Fan

I'm not part of your past, but you are all of mine
I will never be part of your future, but you will always remain as part of mine
Your love is divided between so many, mine is devoted only to you
Loving you makes me hurt inside, yet I love the pain you give me

There's an hour's time difference between the two of us
I see you walking down streets and alleys
And I retrace your footsteps, walking through your life
Your past is my future

I didn't used to believe in selflessness and self-sacrifice,
I always thought each and everyone of us were intrinsically selfish
All these prejudices, I hold them against myself and I loathe that I'm able to sacrifice so much for this man

You are a passerby in my life yet you've left with you such beautiful scenery and such deep, painful scars

You will never truly understand
When compliments turn into admiration
When praise turns into obsession
When idolization turns into love

We come from two different paths, yet from the moment these paths cross, there is no return
I watch you from faraway, in an entirely different universe, knowing that I will never be part of your future

People say love is most painful when you cannot have what you love
I say love is most painful when one is ignorant
So many things I've sacrificed, yet you have no idea that I even exist
Regardless, I've done it all by my own free will
You've never heard my name
You've never turned back to look at me
I follow your footsteps each day, thinking about the good that belongs to us
Then, as darkness refutes my fantasies, I cry uncontrollably
Until I'm no longer able to speak
The only thought in my head: Thank you dear, thank you for everything you've done

I should smile, and yet I'm afraid, because so many people love you more than I do
I should be proud, and yet I'm afraid, because this red ocean has reduced me to a minuscular, insignificant speck
I've always held my arms open, yet I've been unable to provide you with any warmth. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that what we give you will become your burden rather than your wings
I'm afraid that I"ll forget you, I'd rather die than forget.
I'm afraid that one day I won't know where you are and what you're doing, but as long as you're happy, I'll support your every decision.
I shouldn't be afraid, whoever it is, even if I don't know her, I'll be grateful that she is treating you well
We all hold the same faith because we are part of the same red ocean.
Nothing is impossible.

Someone I've never even met in my life has taught me courage and given me strength,
he's supported me and helped me along the way.
I'm not silly, it's just that he's become my sole bias.

I will cherish your every emotion, be it happiness or sadness.
You are my love - 'Always keep the faith' and 'Keep in mind that I love you'
The spell you've cast on me, I'll accept it willingly

At this moment, I realize I must learn to accept this incomplete perfection
We are not alone in our suffering, yet we are unable to provide much consolation to one another
We defiantly hold to one another, but we're unable to stop the invasion of loneliness
Even as our faces are covered in tears, we'll continue to fake a smile

Four years since being a Cassiopeia, I finally found out that the meaning of Cassiopeia is to protect those that we love for eternity
I will continue to wait, no matter where you are, please take good care of yourself.
I know that there are people more perfect than you, but they're not you
I'm drawn to you without reason. Completely in love, even with your little tongue habit…

Jaejoong,
It's never hard to say I love you
We aren't stubborn, it's just that there are some things and some people…
We love you and our love for you is buried deep in our hearts.

Whenever I feel my heart ache, I know that he has already lived through that pain.
Whenever I worry, I know that he's been troubled by the same things.
By the time I see him, his wounds will have been tended to,
and when I cry, he will already have gotten up to stand before me, all by himself.

Perhaps there's nothing left that I can do for you,
but I know, I know that I can wait, I can wait for the best possible ending.
As long as I can see you, I'll be content.
Even if you never learn of my existence, I am not and will never be afraid.
The only thing that could scare me is not knowing you and not seeing you.
As long as I am part of this red ocean, I'll be content.

The people around me tell me that falling in love with Dong Bang Shin Ki is the most unusual thing I've ever done,
but I know, I know that throughout the past four years, nothing has been the result of impulse or mere lust…

For so long, I've feigned indifference… until I met Jaejoong...
He made me realize that I am not the type to let go easily
10 years from now, I think I'll probably still think of you the way I do now.
Jae, I love you, yet I know this is not love.
I want to look on from afar and see that you're good and well, that you're living your life and I'm living mine.
Yet I feel as though you're close to me.
When I'm alone and hurting, you put a smile to my face.
Jae, like every other Cassiopeia out there, all I want is to be close to you, even if it is the wildest of dreams.

Last year, on the 26th of December, I told myself I could never fall in love with another stranger the way I have with you.

I know the day will come, when you'll inevitably leave me, but I hope that all will be well.

You and I, very far on from now, when all else fades, we'll still remember one another, we'll remember those that we loved and those that we so stubbornly held on to.
Thank God for letting me love you, for letting me watch you from a distance and for letting me protect you.

I love you for who you are, when all those around you allow themselves to be treated as empty puppets, you held your own.

It wasn't love at first sight,
in the time I've known you, I've been drawn towards you by your aura, your voice, your tattoos, your birthmark, your back, your smile, your cuteness and even your Vick…
I'm sorry that I've yet to breathe the air around you…

I know I'm not a good person,
because I've got a drug addiction,
I'm addicted to you and I won't let anyone or anything come in between us.

Regardless of the state you're in today, I will pray for you, even if the consequence is my own loneliness…

I was so ready for the sadness that I knew would envelope me, yet there are so many people with me right now that I no longer feel the sorrow
All of that misery had become our motivation to move forward,
I'm not here to make you all cry,
I'm here to tell you all that somewhere in this world, there are people who understand you, people who will sympathize and people who will be with you along the way to make things better.

Jaejoong, your voice is God's gift,
no matter how much you drink, you have a voice as pure as water,
and it's etched the words 'Always Keep the Faith' into my soul.
I've noticed that whenever I'm in pain, the sight of you numbs the grief.

If I'd known I'd love you this way,
I would've fallen in love with you at first sight…
I didn't think these things happened… falling so hard for someone in a split second…

Tell me Jaejoong, how much have you actually slept in the past 6 years?
I need to know that your every smile is out of pure happiness, and not because you have no other choice…
I don't want my every 'for you' to be a burden that weighs you down infinitely,
I could tell you, Jaejoong, that I can survive without you,
but I'd be lying.

If only I could help bear the burden,
you've given us so much joy,
but then you turn around and shoulder all the pain.
This time around, as long as it's your decision, I will support you, no matter what it costs me.
I know it's not easy for you, and that is why I will heal as soon as possible so that I can provide you with strength, so that you can continue to pursue your dream.
When I say "I", I mean 'we', because I cannot do this on my own. He wont' hear it.
I'll keep faith in you;
when you turn around, I won't ask you to come back,
but when you do return, I'll be here waiting…

We truly did walk down this path together…
Perhaps it's because I'm still part of it… right now I don't consider this to be a form of sacrifice
Maybe one day, when we're able to extricate ourselves, we'll look back and remember that we once loved you more than life itself.

I hope that some day in the future,
when someone asks how I feel about you, I'll be able to say that I'm still fiercely in love.

Why do I like you?
I don't even know.
I think it's the same for most other people… or maybe it's just because you're Kim Jaejoong. And that's all there is.

Jung Yunho,
Do you remember when Jaejoong sang 'I want to be your bed..' to you on a variety show?
Do you remember Park Yoochun? The boy who used to appear on variety shows with you, and once 'stole' away the girl you liked?
Do you remember Kim Junsu? The boy who'd take you home with him during your trainee days, and who had a relationship with you closer than that of blood-related brothers?
Do you remember in Couple Talk, when Changmin said you were the reason that Dong Bang Shin Ki is as successful as it is?

Kim Jaejoong,
Do you remember that variety show in Japan, where you hurriedly thrusted a biscuit at Yunho after eating food so spicy that even you had difficulty swallowing?
Do you remember in that Q&A session where you and Yoochun both said that you were the first to cry at the award ceremony, but all other members picked Chun?
Do you remember that concert, where you pushed Junsu around the stage on his wheelchair?
Do you remember when you first debuted, when you stole Changmin's pajamas so you could appear more friendly to the fans?

Park Yoochun,
Do you remember being on X-man at 15, when you were embarrassed and awkward, and Yunho, who was on the other team, kept sneaking over to pat your shoulder?
Do you remember your hyung Jaejoong's aegyo?
Do you remember Kim Junsu, the boy who didn't like you at first, but went on to write songs with you as years passed by?
Do you remember Shim Changmin, the boy who never cried nearly as much as you, but couldn't hold back his tears at the award ceremony?

Kim Junsu,
Do you remember how Yunho spontaneously decided to change the lyrics to 'My heart is filled with Junsu'?
Do you remember how Jaejoong said that your heart is like the ocean and your eyes are like a lake?
Do you remember how you said "I want to become Yoochun so I can find out whether or not my big forehead will get cold?"
Do you remember how you said that Changmin eats more when he has a good appetitie, when he is sick, when he's happy and when he's unhappy?

Shim Changmin,
Do you remember how you bent your knee slightly during an interview so that Jung Yunho would appear taller?
Do you remember how you said that the present you wanted most was for Jaejoong's leg to heal as soon as possible?
Do you remember Park Yoochun, the boy who never stops crying, but held tightly on to you when you cried?
Do you remember Kim Junsu, the hyung who you'd annoy the daylights out of just so you could play football together?

Dong Bang Shin Ki,
Do you remember?
Jung Yunho who said that the greatest event in his life was meeting his 4 other members.
Kim Jaejoong who said that the reason that your friendship is stronger than anyone else's is because you breathe, speak, eat and sleep in the same room…
Park Yoochun who said that you will be together for the 2nd album, the 20th album, the 200th and the 2000th..
Kim Junsu who said that he would leave if any other member left.
Shim Changmin who said that Dong Bang Shin Ki can only exist when the five are together.

Cassiopeia,
Do you remember?
Who is it that shouted 'I love you, Cassiopeia!' after delivering a speech at an award ceremony?
Who is it that said 'Stay with us forever Cassiopeia, in 20 years time, come and support us along with your children, it's a promise!'
Who is it that said 'I want to sing, I have to sing, I have to sing till the day that I die' even as his voice was changing?
Who is it, that despite the ill-treatment he received during a signing event, smiled brightly at the fans as he thanked them, and told the crying fans not to cry?

This part of the past is ours and nobody can take away these memories.
We will not forget, we will never forget.

For so long, you've worked so hard to be the Dong Bang Shin Ki that Cassiopeia can be proud of,
and we, Cassiopeia, have become your motivation.
All separation and suffering is temporary because we believe we will reunite.
We have not given up because you have not either.
We will wait, and our driving force are our memories.

Those who leave will come home one day because you are completely unique.
Those who are waiting will continue waiting, because there is no one in the world more deserving of our love.
Let's promise one another this: As long as you keep singing and dancing, and pursuing your dream, we will continue to be your red ocean.
Remember your promise. 20 years from now, when you release your 2000th album, we will be together, forever and ever.
Until the day when we grow old and you hold yet another concert, we will sing 'Forever Love' and 'Miduhyo' together, and as we part, we will have smiles upon our faces.
Promise us that you'll live well.

Always Keep the Faith.




Credits:

uknow紫涩@TVXQBaidu

Trans by: dorfehh@DBSKnights
Shared by: DBSKnights

Monday, July 19, 2010

Max

Name: 최강창민 / Choi Kang Chang Min
Japanese Name: チャンミン (Changmin)
Also known as: Max
Real name: 심창민 / Shim Chang Min
Chinese Name: 沈昌珉
Profession: Singer, dancer, actor and model
Birthdate: 1988-Feb-18
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Height: 186cm
Weight: 61kg
Star sign: Aquarius
Blood type: B
Languages: Korean and Japanese
Religion: Buddhism
Hobbies: Listening to music, singing, eating
Position: High vocal (his high note is very outstanding)
Recognition:
6th Annual Best Youth Competition SM Entertainment Awards: Best Singer & Best Artist

Max graduated from Gaepo High School in 2006. He was then accepted into Kyung Hee University. As of 2009, he is enrolled as a student of Kyung Hee University majoring in postmodern music.

In January 2008, Max volunteered with his father in the cleanup of the beaches in Taean, South Korea following the nation's worst oil spill in history. His trip to Taean was intended to be done in secrecy during a short break from his activities with TVXQ during the new year and was only made known to the media and public when another volunteer posted his sighting on a fan site. The incident was later confirmed by TVXQ's agent.

Shim Changmin (심창민) was grouped with the youngest participants in the audition. Like Xiah Junsu, he impressed the judges with his powerful voice. He joined the band under the name Choikang Changmin (최강창민; the English counterpart to his stage name is Max). Choikang in Korean means "the best;" "Max" became an international rendition of this name.
~from wikipeida.org

When recording TVXQ’s debut single ‘Hug’, Choikang Changmin had something else to worry about other than work. His grandmother, who doted on him the most, was ill at that period of time. Apart from giving his best in his career, he kept worrying about his grandmother’s condition. Changmin had even hurt his vocals during that period of time, due to him practicing their songs hard. But he persevered and finished the recording. ~cassiopeiasg.com

An aquarius born in 1988, his blood type is B. Is greedy when it comes to music, so sometimes cries when he isn't satisfied with his singing. Because his parents are teachers, he is also very competitive and tries very hard at schoolwork and reading. Though the youngest in the group, he is the most modest and has the deepest thoughts. Can be honest and blunt when he strongly believes that something should not be done. Though shy at first, he is a very bright boy when you get to know him well. Followed his friend to an SM contest and luckily won the Best Singer award.

The youngest of our group Choikang Changmin is a crybaby. When his singing goes wrong he cries. But he has a brave side to him too. Starting from elementary school in 6th grade, he delivered newspapers as a part-time job. Changmin is the youngest in the family and group but noone can complete against his singing. His high note is so outstanding that he doesn't know what octave it goes up to. He says that hes worries that if he knows it might interrupt his singing. Changmin is a quiet person and doesn't talk very much. In an interview, he only says 2 or 3 things in the end. Changmin is a clear person who reads the Harry Potter Series and tells everyone about it. He participated in a singing contest and won an award. That led him to be a singer but before that he was regular student.

Max was born and raised in Seoul, South Korea. He has two younger sisters, Shim Sooyeon and Shim Gi-yeon. He joined SM Entertainment by winning the best singer and best artist award in SM Entertainment's 6th Annual Youth Competition, a talent search conducted annually by the talent agency. He debuted with TVXQ in 2003 performing the group's debut song "Hug" on SBS network's BoA and Britney Spears showcase special.

Apart from his contribution in musical activities with TVXQ, Max has also participated in solo projects. In 2007, he wrote the lyrics to the track "Evergreen" which was composed by fellow band member Micky and included in SM Town's compilation album 2007 Winter SMTown - Only Love. In 2008, he wrote the Korean lyrics to "Love In The Ice" for the group's 4th Korean album Mirotic. In the same year, Max also sang his Japanese solo track "Wild Soul" for TVXQ's 17th Japanese single of the TRICK project, Two Hearts/Wild Soul.

In 2006, Max starred with TVXQ in the miniseries Vacation which had a special premiere and screening at the main auditorium of Yonsei University. He appeared in the episode "Beautiful Life" alongside Xiah. They also participated in a number of episodes of Banjun Drama, a popular minidrama series aired on SBS network. He was also the first choice in the drama Snow Flower, but was replaced by Kim Ki Bum due to the hectic schedule of the TVXQ members. In 2009, Max was cast in the drama series "Paradise Ranch".

Paradise Meadow (pre-production)

U-know

Name: 유노윤호 / U-Know
Japanese Name: ユンホ (Yunho)
Chinese Name: 鄭允浩
Real name: 정윤호 / Jung Yun Ho
Profession: Singer and actor
Birthdate: 1986-Feb-06
Birthplace: Gwangju, South Korea
Height: 184cm
Weight: 66kg
Star sign: Aquarius
Blood type: A
Family: Younger sister
TV Series
Heading to the Ground (MBC, 2009)
Rainbow Romance (MBC, 2005)
Languages: Korean and Japanese
Was a rapper and backup dancer for K-pop singer DANA in her Diamond video before debut
U-Know was rushed to the hospital after drinking a beverage given by an anti-fan in October 2006 while the group was filming a variety show.

Stage Name: U-Know
Real Name: Jung YunHo (정윤호)
Position: Vocal (Baritone); Leader
Age: 21/22 (Western/Korean)
Birthday: February 6, 1986
Birthplace : Jun Nam
Education: 3rd year university student
Height: 183 cm
Weight: 66 kg
Blood Type: A
Hobbies: Listening to music, reading, sports and composing music
Special Ability: Singing and dancing
1st Annual SM Best Competition - Best Dancing 1st Place

Born in 1986, he is also an aquarius like Jaejoong. He is the team's leader and the bass vocal-part of the group. Having too many thoughts being a distinctive character trait of an A-blood type, Yunho also carries this trait. Won the Best Dancer award from SM and is the most talented in dancing. His hobby is to choreograph. Has experience as a rapper from Dana's 1st album song--Diamond. He likes to play basketball, and is talented in martial arts (hap ki do) for he placed 3rd in a contest. On the other hand, he enjoys writing fictional stories and has diverse thoughts.

DBSG's 2nd oldest member, U-Know YunHo.

Yunho is often mistaken for the oldest in the group because he is the leader (Jaejoong is the oldest). As he particpated in the church choir he has the position of the base(the lowest note in male group) in the group. Yunho had a hard time becoming a singer. His father opposed of it. But now his father is the biggest supporter. Yunho is going to study hard and major in music in college. Just by looking at his face, it seems he grew up without any hardship right? Not, before he became a singer, 3 years ago, he left his home at GwangGoo and went to Seoul because he wanted to become a singer. From this time, he prepared to become a singer with YoungWoong Jaejoong. Since both of their circumstances weren't good they did part-time jobs at law schools and saunas and practiced hard.

THINGS YUNHO LIKES

01. Yunho likes children.
02. Yunho likes the sky.
03. Yunho likes travelling (mountain climbing).
04. Yunho likes to watch movies.
05. Yunho likes carbonated drinks.
06. Yunho likes comics (Slam Dunk etc.)
07. Yunho likes fruits (esp strawberry and watermelon).
08. Yunho likes fresh flowers (rose).
09. Yunho likes reading.
10. Yunho likes fried egg with a kind of mixed rice.
11. Yunho likes dancing.
12. Yunho likes walking by the lake.
13. Yunho likes to buy sport shoes.
14. Yunho likes blue, white, black and green (colors).
15. Yunho likes to watch drama.
16. Yunho likes animals (puppies & panda).
17. Yunho likes to ride on bikes (especially green ones).
18. Yunho likes basketball.
19. Yunho likes to write novels on rainy days.
20. Yunho likes to sing.

Do's & Don'ts When Meeting Yunho

01. Don't tell him to lose weight! He said that his Winnie the Pooh's tummy is fill with fan's love.
02. He is serious when working so don't talk to him at that time!
03. When fans are pulling his hair and cloths he will smile to them but actually he doesn't like it!
04. Do not compete with or challenge him. He won't let himself lose to you!
05. Do not stand close to him when he is dancing. His powerful hand move may injure you!
06. He likes unique fan's letter. So decorated your letter with beautiful pattern!
07. When raining, he likes to write novel so he won't go out when it's raining!
08. He doesn't like to get too intimate (hugging and touching) with people he is not close to, so don't hug him.
09. He cares about his fans very much so he don't like fans to force themselves to get very near them because it is dangerous. He likes fans to stand and watch them from a bit distance for their safety.
10. People said that he is a very polite and knowledgeable leader. He will answer accordingly to any questions he is asked.

History

U-Know was born and raised in Gwangju, South Korea. He has a younger sister, Jung Ji-hye. At the age of thirteen he joined SM Entertainment, after winning a dance competition. Before debuting in 2003, U-Know appeared in label-mate Dana's music video for her song "Diamond" as a backup dancer and rapper.[1] He has said he chose his stage name to be U-Know because as the leader of the group, he wants to understand everybody as in "I know you."[2]

[edit] Musical career

For The 2nd Asia Tour Concert 'O', U-know performed his self-composed song Spokesman. He and band-mate Micky are also featured rappers in "Heartquake" from Super Junior's Third Album, Sorry, Sorry.[3] For the Tohoshinki 4th Live Tour 2009: The Secret Code in Tokyo Dome, U-know performed his self-composed song Checkmate in Japanese.[4] In February 2010, it was announced that U-know would be performing in the Korea leg of the posthumous concert This Is It dedicated to legendary icon Michael Jackson. He will train in Los Angeles and Las Vegas with Genevieve Cleary, Morris Pleasure, and others who worked closely with Jackson. The project is the first joint production between Korea and the U.S.[5]

[edit] Acting career

U-Know has appeared on two televised shows with TVXQ, Banjun Theater and Vacation.[6][7] In 2006, U-know made an appearance guest in Rainbow Romance. In July 2009, Jung was cast in the MBC miniseries "Heading to the Ground" (Hangul: 맨땅에 헤딩).[8][9]

[edit] Controversy

[edit] Cyanoacrylate drink incident

While the group was filming a variety show on October 14, 2006, U-Know was rushed to the hospital after drinking a beverage, which was laced with super glue, that had been given to him by an anti-fan. His manager quickly instructed him to vomit right afterward.[10] The anti-fan turned herself in the next day. The female suspect, whose surname is Ko, was apprehended on October 16, was a member of an anti-TVXQ website for over two years. Ko wrote a letter to U-Know:

“ To, Jung Yunho

You watch your mouth!! Ever since the debut you were so stuck up. You won't last after a couple years... You would be forever seen as some teen idol not real singer. Do you know your limit? Only little kids like you!... I really want to kill you.[fn 1][11]

”

U-Know, who has a younger sister the same age as the culprit, contacted the police and requested that they not press charges against Ko in spite of the potentially severe consequences of what she did. He mentioned on a television show a while after he had recovered that the entire event "affected [him] more mentally than physically".[12][13] There were many unanswered questions, such as why U-know drank from the open container, and how the culprit managed to enter the building of the broadcasting station.[14]

credits: wikipedia, dramawiki, beststuff.com

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Yunho's Questions and Answers

1. Korean Name: Jung YunHo
2. Chinese name: Zhang Yun Hao
3. birthdate: Feb. 6th, 1986
4. height: 181 CM
5. weight: 66 Kg
6. blood type: A
7. religion: Christianity
8.talent: jumping,something has to do with breathing,dancing, singing, writing lyrics/composing
9. hobby: listening to music, singing, exercise
10. family members: father, mother, younger sister
11. future wishes(what he wants to be back then): PD,a successful businessman
12. what 2 do when theres free time: listening to music, singing
13. spent most money on: CDs,clothes and shoes
14. music type:Hip-hop, R&B and Soul, songs that I feel like it fits me(YH).
15. type of girl you like: girls that takes responsibilities, stand up for what they thought/said/and their actions.
16. future plans: becoming international star, want to try being a director and acting.
17. Happiest moment: first time performing with DBSK
19. most embarassing moment: while performing in China, some of the Shinhwa fans came up to me(YH) and mistake me for JunJin(hyung), they asked for autographs, too!
20. fav. food: I'm not that picky, but I like kimchi and BBQ meat
21. how did you enter SM: did a lot of dance performance, SM saw one of my perf. after that, I signed official contract with SM
22. fav. movie(s): Lord Of The Ring and This lazy woman
23. fav. gift from your fans: I like all the things the fans sent me, but if I have to pick, mostly CDs, clothes and shoes.
24. what type of music do you want to try: something simple
25. fav. scenery in China and food(they are talking about his trips to China with SM): I like PeKing ducks and SanDong cuisine; clearly remember people riding their bikes on the open road and the bar that is in some of the taxi!
26. what you cook best: Kimchi(soup) and pizza, its really good when I make it ^^!
27. fav.manga(s): CHIHRTO(it’s in english. )
28. do you play video games: Yes, sometime, I like those boxing type games.
29. what you thought of the chinese fans: very good hospitality and nice
30. what you thought of yourself: when I start out to do something, I tend to/must finish it before I move along, I consider myself a very responsible person.
31. who are you mostly accquinted with in SM: JunJin(hyung) and Dana
32. first impression on Dana: first impresion was innocent, cute and honest singer. she still the same right now.^^!
33. sleeping habbit(they ask weird questions): there isnt really anything, except I like to sleep slightly diagonal.
34. nickname: JunJin Jr?? XD
35. trips to China with SM:
first trip to ShengYang, China at May 13, 2002 with Shinhwa and Dana
second trip to BeiJing, China at July 18, 2002 for Korean/Chinese concert with Kangta, Shinhwa and Dana( ppl already notice him back then)
third trip to HangZhou at Nov 23, 2002 with Shinhwa, FTTS, Kangta, BoA.
the third trip to HangZhou, there was a lot of YH fans already. he was a guest and dancer for the HangZhou concert. at the end of the concert, he thank the audience by the title of a official singer.

credits: dbskexclusive.com

Changmin's Questions and Answers

1.) Male or FML: Male.
2.) Birthdate: February 18, 1988. Around 5 AM.
3.) Family: Dad, Mom, Me, Two younger sisters.
4.) Skin Tone: Reddish tan.
5.) Height: 186
6.) When were you most sad: I don't think I've ever been REALLY sad.
7.) When I was the happiest: When I first walked into SM.
8.) Musicians I look up to: Brian Mcknight, Shin Hyesung, Kangta.
9.) Places I go most often: School, Learning Centers, bus stops, restaurants.
10.) WHen do you watch the most movies: After tests, summer.
11.) -
12.) What kind of person am I: I laugh to brightly. I don't get mad easily.
13.) Favorite song to sing at Karaoke: Yurisangja- TO my bride.
14.) First love: No one
15.) First Kiss: I haven't even had a first love yet.
16.) Fav. Movie: Harry Potter, most anything that's fun.
17.) Favorite flower: ...buht kkot
18.) Fav. TV show: I don't watch too much TV.
19.) What would you do if you weren't a singer: ....
20.) Favorite Books: Harry Potter, ( I sound so young.)
21.) Where I want to visit: Europe.
22.) Fav. Food: I like almost everything.
23.) Fav. Fruit: tangerines, bananas, oranges.
24.) Fav. Color: White.
25.) Nicest thing I did: When i volenteered to clean up my school.
26.) My most important possession: CD player.
27.) Something I want to say: ...hm...I'll do my best at everything.
28.) People I remember: People who work for me, my friends, seniors, family.
29.) People I think of: The people I like.
30.) If you died: ....
31.) Good thing about yourself: I smile a lot.
32.) Something bad about yourself: I kind of act sudden.
33.) People you respect: People who work hard.
34.) Ideal birthday present: Anything is good.
35.) Hardest thing you had to do: Most eveyrthing.
36.) -
37.) Hobbies: listening to music, singing.
38.) Specialties: Singing.
39.) Habits: goofing off with friends.
40.) What I want to do for the person I love: Everything I can.
41.) What I want to receive from the person I love: Everything they can give me.
42.) What I want to do with the person I love: A lot of stuff, uhm, walking together.
43.) Prized Possesion: Family.
44.) Fav. Animal: Dog.
45.) How are you dressed: Tshirt, pants.
46.) People I don't like: People with bad personalities.
47.) When I look weak: When I can't do something I'm set out to do.
48.) Stress reliever: Music, singing.
49.) When I hurt someone: I don't think I have.
50.) What you think when you look in the mirror: .....
51.) Something I most regret: When i can't do something.
52.) # of kids you want: 2 or 3
53.) What's your phone greeting: I can't remember
54.) Today's weather: It's dark.
55.) Fav. #: 7
56) How much can you drink: .....
57.) Slept over anywhere: At my friend's.
58.) HGave you ever run away from home: no.
59.) Ideal woman: good personality, cute.
60.) What I want to say to my friends: I'll do my best to make you happy.
61.) What I want to eat: Everything
62.) Your personailty: I think it's pretty decent.
63.) How often do you go to the bathroom: depends...
64.) religion: Bool Gyo
65.) Do you like recieving or giving: Both.
66.) Most memorable day: When i stayed at school until late and talked with my friends.
67.) Fav. Fashion: I'm not very good with clothes.
68.) Hours of sleep you get: 5-6
69.) When you don't like yourself: When I can't do something I want to.
70.) When I find myself charismatic: hehe
71.) What you do when you're alone: sing.
72.) People you've gone out with: 0
73.) Where do you look first when you see someone: eyes.
74.) What I think of my life so far: 50/50
75.) Complex: My skin's kinda dark.
76.) You like your mom or dad: both!
77.) When you fight with someone: I feel sad.
78.) When someone wants to break up: I think I'd be at a loss of words
79.) If someone you loved got a horirble diesease: I think i'd try my all to make them better
80.) If your parents didn't like the person you loved: SUHLDEUK
81.) What are you going to do after you finish this: get ready for school tomorrow and clean up and sleep.
82.) What you think of couples: they're cute.
83.) Nicknames: ........
84.) What you have next to you: printer, homework, my mouse.
85.) Movies I want to see: Crazy first love, Memories of murder.
86.) Movie that I most remember: I am Sam
87.) Poeple I see most often: teacher, friends
88.) Fav. Sport: baseball, bball.
89.) Your hairstyle as of now: I'm drying my hair.
90.) Fav season: winter
91.) What do you have in your bag: chapstick, books, CD-p.
92.) How many cards do you have: my student ID, bus card...hehh93.) When you're sad: when I'm having a bad day
94.) What kind of women do you not like: ones with bad personalities

credits: dbskexclusive.com

Junsu's 100 Questions and Answers

1.) Name: Kim Junsu
2.) DOB: Decembe 15th, 1986
3.) Nicknames: Borisu, Chicken...etc...
4.) Bad habits: I clench my jaw a lot.
5.) Religion: Christian
6.) Fav. Quote: Give my all to things I'm working on.
7.) Bloodtype: B
8.) Height/Weight/Shoe Size: 170 cm, 49 kg, 265 mm.
9.) Family: Dad, Mom, Hyung, and Me
10.) School: Neung Gok MS.
11.) Hobbies: Piano, singing, dancing...etc...
12.) Specialties: Singing, arguing with Hyukjae.
13.) Sleeping Habits: Using my arm as a pillow.
14.) Something good about myself: Everything, I'm too perfect.
15.) What I think of myself: Perfection.
16.) Fav. number: 2
17.) Fav. Season: Autumn
18.) Fav. Food: Almost everything.
19.) Least Fav. Food: Most of the things Hyukjae likes to eat.
20.) Fav. Singers/Celebs: Kangta, N'SYNC
21.) Fav. Sport: Everything, especially soccer. (But the kids don't let me play with them.)
22.) Fav. Flower: Pumpkin flower
23.) Fav. Colors: Blue, Purple.
24.) Thing I do to pass time: Play computer games.
25.) Places I go most often (excluding home): SM, School. library, book stores...
26.) Most confident thing I can cook: Ramen
27.) Songs I like these days: Polaris- Kangta.
28.) What do you prefer: coffee, milk, soda: I don't like them all, but from that list: soda.
29.) Most important being in my life: Myself...
30.) Person I like least: Hyukjae
31.) Kinds of people I detest: In one word: LEE. HYUK. JAE!!!
32.) Something I'm worried about : Hyukjae keeps talking back to me.
33.) What I think I was in my past life: a prince!
34.) If I could be reborn: a woman.
35.) When I want to get married: when I'm ready and my life is all in order.
36.) What I do when I'm mad: Go and beat Hyukjae.
37.) Places I want to fix on my face: I'm too perfect, there's nothing to fix.
38.) My dream/goal: Singer, song writer, owner of a managing company.
39.) Dream Salary: 100000000000000000000000000000000000 won.
40.) My least liked feature: I like everything. ^0^
41.) Something that happens everyday: Hyukjae steals my clothes!
42.) I like/love someone right now: Nope!!!
43.) Jinxes: None.
44.) Something I could go back and do: Go on the stage while singing and dancing.
45.) What I most regret in my life: Not hitting Hyukjae when I had the chance.
46.) If I left a will before I die: hi!! Hyukjae!! ^0^ (TN: I have no clue what that is.)
47.) Prized Posesstion: My cell phone.
48.) What I want to say to people full of themselves with Prince/Princess Syndrome: Keep going on like that and you'll die!!!
49.) My ideal mate: Someone that gives me a strong feeling.
50.) -
51.)What do you think of ladies who try and find seats when there are none in Subways or Buses: .....
52.) Do you ever want to beat a small kid: Only if they're like Hyukjae.
53.) What kind of kids scare you: bad kids.
54.) If you were to dye your hair, what color would you dye it: Black.
55.) Most memorable Movie: titanic, armagedon
56.) Most memorable day during MS: First day of school.
57.) If you were to be in a drama what kind of character would you want to play: Hyukjae's older brother.
58.) When do you most not like your friend: When he talks back (ahem, Hyukjae, ahem.)
59.) What do you think of guys who wear makeup: it's okay as long as they don't wear a lot.
60.) Makeup vs. No makeup on women: no makeup.
61.) favortie book (comics can be included): Slam Dunk, I read it with Hyukjae...
62.) What can you make with green onions and eggs: ramen
63.) Country I want to visit most: France, the city of love and art~
64.) If I could get any domestic animal: Dog (I want to name him Hyukgoo)
65.) Favorite song to sing at karaoke: I hate singing karaoke.
66.) Things I stress over most: my voice.
67.) Someone I want to meet the most in the world: Korea's first king.
68.) What would you do if you found 1000 dollars in the street: I'd give it to Hyukjae, aren't I sweet? ^0^
69.) Something different about it being 2001: One more year and it's world cup time baby!
70.) Do you believe in ghosts: Yeah, no wait, no I don't.
71.) -
72.) Do you think there's a time in your life when you can be happy anywhere and anytime: YES!
73.) Do you sleep over at people's house a lot: Not really.
74.) Something I need right now: Synthesizer, things I can compose music with.
76.) What game am I best at: Anything, Hyukjae always loses to me.
77.) What would you say to someone who's about to die: BYE!!
78.) When did you ever feel like cursing yourself?: When I lost an arguement to Hyukjae.
79.) What do you do when you can't fall asleep: I just stay awake, what else can I do.
80.) What would you do if you were walking and you farted when it was a quiet: God, Hyukjae that's nasty!
82.) Good/bad thing about our country: Hyukjae.
83.) Foreign language I want to learn: Japanese.
84.) My complex: My voice sounds like Park Kyunglim's.
85.) What is there you want to do: I've done everything I want, so nothing!
86.) Do you find anything wrong with your face or personailty: Nope!
87.) What I do when I'm stressed: Beat Hyukjae
88.) Have you ever wanted to commit suicide: Nope, that's bad.
89.) What kind of teacher do you hate: Any teacher that's like Hyukjae.
90.) Who's a person who gave you the most hope etc: Duhkhyun hyung. I miss you!
91.) What would you do if someone grabbed your things and started running: I'd made Hyukjae run after it for me.
92.) What would you do if you saw a pervert on the street: I'm used to perverts cause my bestfriend is one.
93.) What I think of losers/outcasts: I hate the word.
94.) -
95.) Are you willing to live your life to the fullest: YESSIR!!
96.) Rain, Snow, Sunshine, Cloudy, Windy which do you prefer: Sunshine!!
97.) Have you ever been attracted to someone you've chatted to online: No.
98.) What you want to say to your friends: I'm finally done answering 100 Q's!!
99.) Future plans: Living life to the fullest.
100.) You've finished! How do you feel: GOOD!!

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Micky

Name: 믹키유천 / Micky Yoo Chun (Micky was Yoochun's English nickname when he lived in Virginia)
Real name: 박유천 / Park Yoo Chun
Chinese Name: 秘奇有天
Japanese Name: ユチョン/Yuchun
Profession: Singer, dancer, actor, songwriter, composer, rapper, model
Birthdate: 1986-Jun-04
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Origin: Fairfax, Virginia, United States
Height: 182cm
Weight: 64kg
Star sign: Gemini
Blood type: O
Talent agency: SM Entertainment
Family: Younger brother Ricky Park (Park Yoo Hwan)
Position: Vocal (Bass-baritone)
Education: 1st year university student
Height: 180 cm
Hobbies: Composing music and basketball
Special Ability: Singing, writing lyrics and composing music
Recognitions:
2001 American Singing Competition (Virginia) Best Artist of the Competition
2003 KBN Teens Singing Competition Special Award
Acting Career:
Sungkyunkwan Scandal (KBS2, 2010)
Rainbow Romance (MBC, 2005)

A gemini born in 1986, has the middle-low vocal part of the group. Along with Xiah, he is the middle voice of the group. He is an important figure that brightens up the mood and atmosphere with his funny personality. Perhaps he couldn't hide his talent even when he was little, for he won the highest award at the Korean/American Music Contest and the KBN Music Contest for young adults. Is very interested in composing and wrote over 100 songs, and the members personally like his song the best out of the ones the members composed. Joined the team last year and left his family in America, and he admits that he sometimes misses driving around New York. But he says that this moment, right now, is the happiest of his life.

Micky Yoochun's English is pretty good. Its because he lived in the states when he was Young. Yoochun immigrated to Fairfax, Virginia where his uncle lived when he was in elementary school (6th grade). He attended Holmes Middle School and Chantilly High School. In 2001, at a song festival, he won the daesang and started to spread his name around. Last Year in a Youth music festival, he recieved a special award and because of that, he caught one of SM's recruiting teams attention. Yoo Chun's piano skills and song writing skills are great. He has written over 100 songs now. He has good taekwondo skills too. In elementary school he represented the state's taekwondo team and performed with them on 'Children's day". Micky Yoochun who has lots of talents, recently announced that he gave up his U.S citizenship. It was to concentrate on his singing career. In order to keep up with the U.S citizenship he has to go to the states 2 or 3 times in a year. So it would be hard to peform in Korea all the time. Yoochun has announced that when he becomes an adult, he is going to join the army with DBSG members.

He was scouted by Brothers Entertainment and went back to South Korea, where he joined SM Entertainment. He has a younger brother named Park Yoohwan.

Micky is featured in "Tokyo Lovelight" from DJ Makai's Stars (mini-album). He and band-mate U-know are also featured rappers in "Heartquake" from Super Junior's Third Album, Sorry, Sorry.

In 2006, he made an appearance guest in Rainbow Romance. Although unaired, Micky had also participated in another drama, "Dating on Earth" in the same year. He plays one of the male leads, alongside bandmate, Hero.

Micky has written and composed several songs that have appeared on TVXQ's Korean and Japanese albums. As a member of SM Town, he contributed to the 2007 winter album Only Love with his composition "Evergreen". Micky also wrote and composed "Sarang Annyeong Sarang (Love Bye Love)" (사랑 안녕 사랑), featured on the group's fourth Korean studio album Mirotic. For the Trick project, he wrote the lyrics to his solo "My Girlfriend", entirely in English. "Kiss the Baby Sky", one of the A-side's for TVXQ's twenty-fifth Japanese single, marked the first time that one of the songs both written and composed by Micky was released on a Japanese single.

With band-mates U-Know and Xiah, Micky wrote the rap lyrics to "Love After Love", which appeared on their second Korean studio album, Rising Sun. For the group's Japanese releases, Micky wrote and co-composed "Kiss Shita Mama, Sayonara" (Kissしたまま、さよなら, lit. As We Kiss, Goodbye) with Hero for T, TVXQ's third Japanese album. In September 2009, he and Hero released a self-written duet, "Colors (Melody and Harmony/Shelter)", which was used as the image song for Hello Kitty's 35th anniversary.

credits: bestuff.com, dramawiki, wikipedia

Yoochun's 100 Question and Answer

1.) Name: Park Yuchun
2.) Sex: Male
3.) Email address: Won't tell you
4.) Birthdate: June 4, 1986
5.) Family: Dad, mom, younger bro
6.) Height: 178 or 179
7.) Weight: 66 kg
8.) Something good about yourself: Nothing
9.) Something bad about yourself: I have a lot...hmm, I can't think of one off the top of my head.
10.) Describe your personality in one word: Weird or gullible.
11.) Celebs that you like: Hwangbo, Kim Gunmo and Boa!
12.) Songs you like: I like all songs.
13.) Fav Season: Can't choose between winter and summer.
14.) Game you're good at: Jacks
15.) My ideal woman: Hwangbo
16.) If you have to choose between same age/older/younger: Hmm. Younger, no, same age! No! Older! I don't know!
17.) Your mood as of now: Good, that's why I'm actually doing this.
18.) What you have in your pocket right now: car keys, house key
19.) Sleeping out: too many to remember.
20.) Alcohol tolerance: 24 hours
21.) Drinking habits: I can't remember anything after 24 hours.
22.) How old were you the first time you drank: Freshman
23.) When do you want to get married: I don't want to get married.
24.) About my singing: Not that well
25.) About my dancing: Not that well
26.) Something I want these days: If I say, will you do it for me? I want fan letters!
27.) When you're home alone: I compose music.
28.) When you're standing in front of the mirror: Oh...dammit.
29.) Clothes you're wearing as of now: Shorts and black boxers.
30.) How much money do you have in your wallet: 9 bucks
31.) What you want to buy for your girlfriend: Kimbap!
32.) Does height matter to you: Nope.
33.) What song do you sing when you go to sing karaoke: Incomplete/ SISQO
34.) What would you do if you had plans with your friend but they never showed: I'll call them later and ask.
35.) What would you do if the person you loved cheated on you: Who are you?!
36.) How long will you be able to wait for the person you love: 24 hours
37.) First kiss: Kindergarten
38.) A feature you feel doesn't need to be fixed: Eyelashes
39.) Feature you feel should be fixed: Skin
40.) People you miss the most right now: Yongyun, Hyosung and BOA!!
41.) First love: Elementary school
42.) When you cried the most: 1999
43.) When do you feel you're grown up: When I look after and take care of my younger bro.
44.) What you don't like: Discrimination
45.) When you felt happy: Right now
46.) When you were most flabbergasted: never
47.) Best looking person of the opposite gender you've seen so far: No one
48.) Why aren't you going out with anyone: There's no one to go out with.
49.) What you feel towards that person: What person
50.) What would you say to the people actually reading this: Good job.
51.) Something I'm most worried about: My skin.
52.) When I look most weak: When I can't do anything.
53.) How do you NOT get dumped: change the subject.
54.) 3 things a person NEEDS: Friendship, love and manners
55.) Your grades in school: No comment
56.) #1 on your phone: no one.
57.) Phone company: AT&T
58.) Phone bill: Around 49 dollars
59.) Place you want to go: Africa
60.) Favorite TV program: Rose War
61.) Movie that pissed you off: Hae-Ahn-Sun
62.) Movie you watched with most meaning: Gook-ah-kkot-hyang-gi
63.) Most recent movie watched: Boon-no-ae-jil-joo 2
64.) Movie you want to recommend: Gook-ah-kkot-hyang-gi
65.) If you could become a character inside a movie: Park Shinyang in Pyunji
66.) How many cafes are you a member to: 3
67.) Which do you go to most often: Ours.
68.) What you feel about this cafe: A lot.
69.) What you want to say to the starter of the cafe: I'll pay you back somehow
70.) You believe it is okay to marry someone else to save the person that you love: No
71.) What would you do if your parents didn't bless your decision to get married: Force them to.
72.) Do you think you're a player: I hope not.
73.) What time do you wake up: 8-ish
74.) When you go to sleep: 2 AM
75.) If someone you met for the first time asked for your number: I'll give it to them
76.) What would you do if you liked someone at a meeting: Act as if I didn't.
77.) Celebrity you want to go out with: Hwangbo
78.) How many kids do you want: 1
79.) Someone I really want to be good at: Composing music and going on with my dream.
80.) What I want to be in 10 years: Song writer
81.) Someone you’re jealous of as of now: Kim Gunmo
82.) A word that you use a lot: Suicide
83.) What I do when I first wake up: Play piano
84.) What would you do if you picked up a million dollars: why not 10 million.
85.) What would you do if you became invisible: Isn't it obvious?
86.) Singer you think is the best singing live: Kim Gunmo
87.) Singers you don't understand why they even sing: Singers who don't even like what they do.
88.) A kind of man you don't like: A mama's boy.
89.) A kind of woman you don't like: 2-faced.
90.) What would you do if you found someone you love more than the person you're dating right now: I don't know
91.)What would you feel if you met someone you'd broken up with: I'd feel glad
92.) Most important possession: My family
93.) What you do when you first get online: Visit our cafe
94.) What surprised you the most: When Yongyun said he was going to make an anti site. T_T
95.) What you do when you can't fall asleep: Play the piano
96.) What do you think you were in your past life: Harusali
97.) If you were to be born again: A turtle
98.) What are you going to do after you finish this: Post it up.
99.) How honest were you: VERY!
100.) What do you want to say: God! Who even made this test!

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Jaejooong's 100 Question and Answer

1.) Name: Kim Jaejoong
2.) Birthdate: February 04
3.) Address: Someplace in Seoul
4.) Blood type: O
5.) Height: 180 cm
6.) Weight: 63 kg
7.) Shoe size: 275 mm
8.) Personality: Bright I guess? (People say I don't have a very good first impression.)
9.) Dream: To be a famous and respected singer, and to have my name remembered for a while.
10.) Specialties: Singing, Staying awake, walking, thinking, playing and playing the 3.6.9 game.
11.) Hobbies: My specialties are my hobbies
12.) My idol: A person like HK
13.) Celebrities you likes: MILK's Yumi, Shinhwa's Junjin, Yoo Youngjin, Hwanhee, Hweesung.
14.) Fav Flower: Lily
15.) I want to go out with this kind of person: HK
16.) Fav. Fruit: Bananas and apples
17.) People you don like: Someone who thinks he/she is all that.
18.) Fav comic book: I like most of the ones I read but my absolute fav is DRAGON BALL!
19.) What I worried about: Secret
20.) Sleeping out: I'll let you make up it on your own.
21.) Alcohol tolerance: around 4 bottles, but depends how fast I drink them
22.) First love: First year of SM
23.) Someone I respect: parents, Yoo Youngjin, Hwanhee and Hyesung
24.) Sport Im good at: Running
25.) Fav song: I have too many
26.) Number of blind dates youe gone on: 3
27.) When I look the best: When I've worked out for an hour or so
28.) Person I've liked the best out of all the people I've gone out with: ?hm?
29.) Fav number: 4 and 8
30.) Prized Possession: my parents
31.) Lowest ranking: what do you mean?
32.) Religion: buddhist
33.) What I think when looking in the mirror: star
34.) Fav color: black and blue
35.) Good thing about myself: I'm nice, but I think my first impression IS bad.
36.) Bad thing about myself: my first impression is bad.
37.) Drinking habits: I think a lot of myself
39.) On a rainy day I want to go outside and get wet: No~! I want to sleep
40.) Things I cook well: I'm good at cooking korean food
41.) Something I want to do right now: I want to go home and wach tv
42.) Foreign language I good at: japanese
43.) Something I want to do with the person I love: Walk near the river holding hands.
44.) A present I want to give the person I love: A piggyback ride near the river.
45.) Things I want: I have too much I want.
46.) If you met a boyfriend from the past: ?boyfriend??
47.) A present I want to receive from the person I love: Love and more love!
48.) Phone greeting: I can't type in what I want. I broke it.
49.) Ringtone: TT_TT
50.) Caller rings: TT0TT!!
51.) If you found 1 million dollars on the road: I'll leave a 1000 dollars and pick up the rest to save.
52.) Habits: thinking, laying down.
53.) Sleeping habits: I sleep on my belly.
54.) What I wearing as of now: White beater and jeans.
55.) I want to die when: I don't have the nerve in me to kill myself so I think I'd just go one suffering.
56.) Something I want to do right now: I want to debut!
56.) How many times have you received flowers from a person of the different gender: Do you mean given: is this a quiz for girls?
57.) Where I want surgery: ? what?
58.) My charm: If I get closer to someone, that person can depend on me.
59.) What people think of me: It's all different.
60.) Someone I say a lot: Let's save!!!
61.) What I'm scared of: cockroaches,spiders
62.) When I was most hurt: When I had a Jangyum
63.) When I feel the happiest: When I say something nice to my parents.
64.) What I do when I scared: I sing.
65.) When have you given chocolates to someone for valentines day: once in MS.
66.) What I do when I stressed: I listen to music.
67.) What I like to eat when I drink: Soup and casseroles.
68.) What I do when I'm mad: I hit things!!!
69.) Things I can't eat: raw food
70.) Time I get to school: ?
71.) Something I want to learn: acting.
72.) What I do when there is someone I don't like: Ignore them.
73.) When I was the happiest in my life: When I had my first rehearsal in SM.
74.) What I think of money: It doesn't grow on trees.
75.) If the person you love ended up loving someone else: I'll let them go because there must be something they don't like about me.
76.) Most recent time I cried: ??
77.) Sunshine or Moonlight: Moonlight.
78.) First kiss: 6th year of EM.
79.) If someone I broke up with wanted to get back: I'll think about it.
80.) Favorite person of a different race I like: I like asians in general.
81.) My most favorite thing I own: I guess my clothes.
82.) How long I can wait for someone: 4 hours.
83.) When I was most disappointed: too long to write down.
84.) Your monthly allowance: 3oo or 400 dollars.
85.) Fav animals: Dogs.
86.) Fav. Season: winter
87.) Most memorable date: ? hm?
88.) What I look at when I look at someone of the other gender: Everything.
90.) Nicknames: Boojaejoong,JJ.
92.) Love is?: ? ...like a drug.
93.) When I know the person I love has changed: When the things they do change.
94.) What I don't like when I'm going out with someone: ...?
95.) What I like the most about myself: eyes
96.) A wish for this year: I hope everything I do ends up well.
100.) Last thing you want to say: wish me luck!

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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Xiah


Stage Name: 시아준수 / Xiah Junsu
Real name: Kim Jun Su (김준수)
Chinese Name: 金俊秀
Japanese Name: ジュンス (Junsu)
Profession: Singer, Actor
Birthdate: 1986-Dec-15 (registered on January 1, 1987)
Birthplace: Gyeonggi-do, South Korea
Height: 178 cm
Weight: 60 kg
Bloodtype: B
Religion: Seventh Day Adventist
Instruments: Piano


Position: Vocal (Baritenor)
Age: 20/22 (Western/Korean)
Birth date: December 15, 1986
Birthplace : Kyung Gi Do
Education: 3rd year university student
Height: 178 cm
Weight: 60 kg
Blood Type: B
Hobbies: Games, singing, piano and soccer
Special Ability: Singing and dancing
6th Starlight Casting System (casted through here)
SBS Saturday's Here (KangTa, Moon HeeJun's Showdown of the Century) KangTa's Team - Lead Vocal

Born on December 15, 1986, he is a Sagittarius. Has the middle-high vocal part in the group. The group labels him as an innocent and bright boy. On the other hand, he makes a 180 degree change on stage and performs with great charisma. Maintains order and balance in the group when they face difficulty. Possibly because of his long 6 year training, he is very empathetic and thinks a lot about people's feelings. Plays the piano well and is very poetic -- he enjoys writing poems. One of his dreams in life is to have his writing published into a book. One of his motivations in his singing career is the unachieved dream of his mother, who once dreamed of being a star.

Xiah Junsu, who wanted to become an athlete

In our group, there is a member who gets support from girls who were former Miss Koreas. Why? Because Junsu's mom is a former Miss Korea. I guess Joonsu got his pretty and delicate looks from his mom. Junsu was known in his junior high years to be a good singer. In the morning gatherings, when Junsu sang the school song, it went through the speakers and was heard by the whole school. But Junsu wanted to be a athlete. He was in the baseball and soccer team and he stills likes sports now. But after he saw H.O.T on TV, his dream was to "sing on stage".

He has a twin brother, Junho.
He has sensitive teeth, and he says they hurt when he eats ice cream.

He has an older fraternal twin brother named Junho, known as Zuno. He was the first member to join TVXQ. Xiah auditioned for SM Entertainment with best friend Eunhyuk from Super Junior. Eunhyuk didn't make the audition that year, but Xiah made it. Xiah joined SM Entertainment at the age of eleven. His first contract with the company began February 12, 2000. In 2002 he appeared on a television show called "2002 Survival Audition" with Eunhyuk and Sungmin, which was judged by two members from H.O.T., Moon Hee Jun and Kangta. Kangta praised him highly, saying that he had potential as a lead vocalist. Xiah debuted with the group TVXQ, during a BoA and Britney Spears showcase.[2] He chose Xiah to be his stage name, explaining that the name was short for "Asia", as Asia is pronounced "ah-shee-ah" in Korean. "Xiah" would be an implication of his desire to become not only a star in Korea, but also a star recognized all throughout the continent.[2]

[edit] Musical career

In 2002, Xiah participated in the 6th Annual Starlight Casting System, which led him to be casted by SM Entertainment to take part in TVXQ.[3] He also participated in Samsung's Anycall project, Anyband. The group consisted of label-mate BoA, Tablo of Epik High, and jazz pianist Jin Bora. The group has only released one single, "AnyBand".[4][5][6] In 2006, he collaborated with label-mate Zhang Liyin, for her debut single "Timeless".[7] Xiah wrote and composed "Nae Gyeote Sumsiur Su Ittdamyeon (White Lie)" (네 곁에 숨쉴 수 있다면), which was included on TVXQ's third studio album, "O"-Jung.Ban.Hap.. For the Trick project, he composed his solo "Rainy Night".[8] Xiah also wrote "Noeur.. Baraboda (Picture of You)" (노을..바라보다), which was featured in the group's fourth Korean album, Mirotic.[9] For the Tohoshinki 4th Live Tour 2009: The Secret Code in Tokyo Dome, Xiah performed his self-composed song Xiahtic in Japanese. In January of 2010, Xiah started his stage musical career as the lead actor in the South Korean run of Mozart!.[10]

After it was revealed that TVXQ would go on a indefinite hiatus in Japan, it was announced that Xiah would make a solo debut.[11] He will release a double A-side single on May 26, 2010.[11] A song that Xiah recorded titled "Kanashimi no Yukue" (悲しみのゆくえ The Whereabouts of Sadness?) will be used as the theme song for the Japanese drama 5nen Atono Love Letter (5年後のラブレター Go-nen Atono Rabu Retā?, A Love Letter, 5 Years From Now).[12] In May 2010,there was also a teaser released,showing Xiah's self-composed song called "Intoxication".

[edit] Acting career

Xiah has appeared on two televised shows with TVXQ, Banjun Theater and Vacation.He also made a guest appearance in Family Outing. [13][14] He also played the main role in the Korean version of the musical "Mozart!", for which the performances he attended were all sold out.


  • The word "funny" is attached to his face
  • He's fond of oyaji gags (old man's jokes). It's a gag where you use words which sounds alike in a sentence. For example (this one is my favorite ^-^)
    "Oshiri ni pen pen borupen"
    "Pen pen" which is the sound of hitting "oshiri"/butt sounds like "borupen"/ballpen.
  • He has a unique laugh that everyone loves (kya kya kya!)
  • Speaking english makes him happy
  • He laughs at his own jokes
  • He has the most beautiful voice in TVXQ and also a good dancer (next to Yunho)
  • Has sensitive teeth
  • He gets bullied by the other members a lot
  • He loves natto (fermented beans which is very sticky and it also stinks) and hitsumabushi
  • He wrote "White Lies" for his first love
  • He's a soccer freak
  • He has a twin brother who is now beginning to make a name in the music industry
  • He's messy when eating
  • He composed "Rainy Night", and wrote the Korean lyrics for the song "Picture of You" by the Australian group called North. He called it "Neour... Baraboda (Afterglow)" or "Looking at the Sunset Glow"
  • He likes to imitate anime characters specially the one in bleach
  • To give you an idea of the level of his english language speaking ability... His frequently spoken english words are "okay", "who's that?", and "Oh my God!"
  • He held a japanese lesson in a concert where he translated "long time no see" into Japanese. "Long time no see" in Japanese is supposed to be "o-hisashiburi desu" Junsus version on the other hand:
    long = nagai, time= jikan, no=dame, see=miru, no see=miruna
    Long time no see=Nagai Jikan Miruna! (It doensn't make sense)
    The fans exploded!
  • He thought Mona Lisa has no clothes
  • He has the worst fashion sense in TVXQ
  • He does whatever he likes
  • He won the rookie award for the musical Mozart
  • During the Secret code tour he got injured and has to sing backstage while the other members are singing and dancing on stage. However he recovered before the Tokyo Dome Concert so he was able to sing and dance with the others
  • Bestfriends with Hyukjae (Eunhyuk of Super Junior)
  • Claims he's charismatic when he is not
  • Famous for his butt
  • Ony member without a double eyelid
  • Special talent: he can imitate dolphin's voice
  • In May 26, 2010 he released a solo single named "Xiah" with his hit song "Intoxication" under the label rhythm zone
Release Title Notes Album
2006 "All Rise" Sung live on TVXQ's first Korean live album. 1st Live Concert Rising Sun
"Timeless" (Zhang Liyin feat. Xiah) Zhang Liyin's debut single. I Will
"Beautiful Thing" Insert song for the TVXQ-starring Korean drama Vacation. "Vacation OST" (single)
"Ne Gyeote Sumswil Su Issdamyeon (White Lie...) (네 곁에 숨쉴 수 있다면 (White Lie...))" Solo song on TVXQ's third Korean album (versions C & D only). "O"-Jung.Ban.Hap.
2007 "My Page" Sung live on TVXQ's second Korean live album. 2nd Asia Tour Concert "O"
2008 "Rainy Night" Solo song on TVXQ's 19th Japanese single, part of Trick release project. "If.../Rainy Night" (single)
2010 "Xiahtic" Solo song on TVXQ's 29th Japanese single. "Break Out!" (single)